i dunno y u were the first thing i thought of when i awoke

i dunno y i wanna buy u everything even tho i'm dead broke

i dunno y i yearn to see u right after u depart

i dunno y i'm so willin to give u my heart

i dunno y when you're sick i feel the pain

i dunno y your lips are sweet like sugar cane

i dunno y when i see your body i'm mesmerized

i dunno y when i stare in your eyes i'm hypnotized

i dunno y the world seems to end when u cry

i dunno y i could see being with u until we both die

i dunno y u caused me all of that pain

i dunno y i forgave u and began loving u again....

Something i realized tonight was that when I was younger, I was a creative lil fucker. I used to write poetry, although lil childish rhymes, i wrote a short play in like 4th grade, i could draw too. I wasn;t great at everythign but I had the potential that was never nurtured. Now all that creativity is out the window and instead replaced with useless knowledge like anions or DNA replication or hunting and gathering societies. Maybe I found something to re-inspire that creativity and allow it to resurface. Damn, I'm on some next level type stuff right now, and like i said I dunno y....